This is getting so hard, and I am just so incredibly exhausted that it’s hard to even get up each day, and I almost hope that they do want to do surgery on my brain just so I have a way out.
And I know I have no right to feel this way.
This is a temporary feeling, but its dwelling and i hate it.
You don’t need another human being to make your life complete, but let’s be honest. Having your wounds kissed by someone who doesn’t see them as disasters in your soul but cracks to put their love into is the most calming thing in this world.Emery Allen (via thoughtsonfire)
"The unreal is more powerful than the real. Because nothing is as perfect as you can imagine it. Because its only intangible ideas, concepts, beliefs, fantasies that last. Stone crumbles. Wood rots. People, well, they die. But things as fragile as a thought, a dream, a legend, they can go on and on. If you can change the way people think. The way they see themselves. The way they see the world. You can change the way people live their lives. That's the only lasting thing you can create."